As you may or may not have seen, I have relieved myself (pee jokes) of my position. I was not demoted for any reason besides that. Now, I would not like to get into vivid/deep details of my demotion as to not start up drama and such, but many of you now know a bit of my troubles off of the Wiki due to my recent fit. I know it may not seem this way, but I wish no harm against anyone and actually hope that their lives may improve. I am, however, in no means perfect and I have a short fuse to anything that comes off as sarcastic, condescending, or hypocritical (pretty hypocritical, right?). I usually try not to talk about my problems at home in chat, because I actually am very self-conscious about people just hanging out with me out of pity. I don't want anyone to feel bad for me. I want people to empathize (not pity), but the world is not like that, so I don't talk about it. I apologize for all those I offended and made uncomfortable. Now, back to the reason I left, there were some working conditions that prevent me from functioning correctly, professionally, and respectfully. This does not mean I'm leaving the Wiki- I will check on the blog posts daily and read up on how you guys are doing. I'll probably comment. Honestly, the chances of me coming back are high, but not for a long time. I need to take a break to relieve some stress that I've had building up that finally exploded yesterday. I need time to solve all of my internal battles inside my head. I wish you luck, reader.
Edit at 5:00 PM Central Time on April 24 Edit
Thanks for the support. I know I was really strict and blunt and I probably (most definitely) came off as a big asshole or possibly even a butthurt little toddler. I'm just glad some of you won't remember me as a strict admin but rather as a human being. I try not to make friends in chat because it will make me directing them harder to do and they will either not do what I ask of them or take what I ask personally, which I do not want. I try to protect you guys and keep you safe. Thank you for understanding.
Edit at 11:25 PM Central Time on April 24 Edit
I did not expect so much support and I am really excited to see no negative comments. I didn't realize that some of you guys cared and/or at least pretended to care to be a bit upset that I am leaving. Thanks for the support. I'm sorry for leaving you guys, but it seems I'm treated with absolutely no respect except from about 4 users whenever I'm here, and, whenever I'm leaving, I get respected all around which is odd to me.