I apologize for the previous blog post. It was totally uncalled for. I've just been really sad and frustrated recently and my anxiety has been off the charts. Some people hurt them selves physically because of this (cutting themselves, etc.), but I am one of those people who hurts myself emotionally and mentally. I did something really stupid that I regret to punish myself and it hurts really badly. I do things like this often, but what I recently did was probably the worst thing I've ever done to hurt myself (mentally, not physically). It's nice to know I have support out there, but I realize there is nothing anyone can do to help. I thank you for the support, but, please, don't waste your time or efforts. Thank you.